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Me and Death walk hand in hand and side by side



From the early morning

That passes through my mind

I am seeing death and see it looking

To the balcony outside and marvelling

How humans are so ungrateful

They are to the life of theirs and others.

They kill each other over nothing

And uses every excuse to destroy lives,

And others are so adamant to loose

Their own for deep sadness or guilt.



I walk past Death and tell it cause

Human mind itself is a mystery

And heart is the same.

Only that heart tend to be irrational

Most of the time and need guidness

But if it's the mind, it cause of illness.

We all deteriorate and we all get sick

And we can't help being irrational

On our lives and those on others.



And there are those who are just

Coward and chooses death instead

Confronting their fears and the justice.

And there are others who are so just

Depressed so deeply that they can't

See those who are there for them

And what their death could cause

And grievance and disappointment.



But it's not their fault that they can't see

The light but darkness and abyss.

Others are going for martyr style

By being bomber suicidal in the name

Of patriotism and religion when it's just

Being misguided in wrong direction

From a wrong leader with wrong ideas

And wrong philosophy on religion and

Aspect of life and patriotism.

Because apart killing themselves they

Are killing others millions of innocents.

Others just for power and money

Inheritance and hate and grudge.



Religion, Politics and Greediness and Patriotism more likely to be called terrorism, Hate and Enviness, are things that deserve life sentence for them cause being alive and being judged for the crimes they self commited and hiding behind it as an excuse are cowards.

You kill because you want to kill.

You self suicide because you want to.

If you are ill, you can't help it.

But you can seek help.

You can either seek help or talk

About it. Ask someone to stop you

From killing someone.

From destroying yourself.

But if you could not recognise it

Then it can't be helped.

But don't hide behind politics,

Race, religion and other excuses.

If it was self defense it could not be helped.

I know what it feels like to be afraid

Of our own mind and the deepest urges of being sexual aggressive or listing deeply for blood of others. But we got to have a will power to stop or make ourselves stopping it. If we don't have it cause we don't want to or we are so ill or simply evil? Or just truly devoid of any emotions and just to feel something warm on our hands and bodies like blood and organs or that life slipping away while we watch and causing it to feel alive? Or excite us sexually? Which is which? I can't say. But don't go around saying I killed in the name of God's name or political or whatever bulkshit you will think of walking away. Cause ain't working. You killed cause you can't help but wanting to do it. Or simply just you are ill or just evil or empty.



Death laughed and looked at me.

Nodded and went away

And I just continued my day.